ILLUMINATI ITANIMULLI

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I am Muhammad Daniel Bin Anuar. You can also call me Achit.
I like to play soccer, guitar and practically everything that is fun! I came out from my mother's *ahem* at 12.33pm on 020193 :) My school is at Boon Lay Secondary. I am a Sec 4 student! :p

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Sunday, January 24, 2010

In life i must expect people to disappoint me.

You almost have to expect it not just because it is a way for the world to disappoint you but because it's the only way not to get hurt.

If you expect people to disappoint you then you never expect them to do anything that wont let you down- i learned this the hard way.

You don't expect to be remembered, loved, cherished, cared for, spoken to or acknowledged, its better this way.

Likewise when the world does shit on your head, everyone turns against you or you find everyone or someone really special you loved never loved you at all, it really is no surprise.

When you discover friends are something that are only around when your happy or you have things that you can do for them, its OK. When you understand you are only in their life till something better comes along - you cry less.

When you find your secrets trusted to friends have found their way to the nearest billboard or gossip mill you learn to walk alone and in silence.

When you have then learned the worlds cruelest, hard gut wrenching survival skill in learning to expect people to disappoint you, you will cry less and you will be hurt much MUCH less-er.

When you loved someone and you thought that person loved you, you may find later that they don't at all or it didn't last. when this happens you will cry every night when you miss them, you will be hurt, you will fell alone, you will feel devastated, you will look at their picture in between tears, i learnt this the hard way. so dont expect anything in life so you wont be disappointed.

My special day i have learnt not to expect, now i just accept what may come.
My special one i still havent learnt and i still want to hold on but if life disappoints you n hurt you, why should i hold on? the reason is simple, its because love is a wonderful and strong feeling. its hard to let go someone you loved. if someone can just get over a person they say 'i love you' it just proves that was not love. but if you cant forget someone over even little but precious things. now that is what i call true love. people can say what i'm saying is bullshit but that just shows how narrow-minded and immature you are about love. love is not about sex and bodily pleasure. its about a deep bond you have with someone you loved. i can go on blabbing about love but i know that no one ain't gonna read this so it's okay. i just want to say my point is love is true for me. it ain't a joke nor a toy. people who hurt others feelings is just bad. i may have hurt others in the past. but now i'm just someone who expects life n people i love to disappoint me so i wont be hurt too much.

tata.

If only you knew, how much i love you. :) 8:04 PM

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