ILLUMINATI ITANIMULLI

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I am Muhammad Daniel Bin Anuar. You can also call me Achit.
I like to play soccer, guitar and practically everything that is fun! I came out from my mother's *ahem* at 12.33pm on 020193 :) My school is at Boon Lay Secondary. I am a Sec 4 student! :p

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History

July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
July 2010
January 2011

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

WORK YOUR PUSSY BEFORE SAYING ANYTHING.

:)

If only you knew, how much i love you. :) 6:46 PM

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Sunday, April 26, 2009

i really loved u once. it seems just like yesterday, but no, what we shared cannot come back again. love cannot come and goes. it has to be nurtured slowly and it will blossom and grow into something beautiful. love is jubilant. love is erotic. love is ecstatic. love gives anyone an adrenaline rush and yet love can kill our very soul. i once felt love with her. there is a saying; it takes two hand to clap,without either hand, its not possible. i once had a loved one, now... i dont shed a single tear, physically. yet inside, under my skin. my heart is as good as dead. nothing can cure it. not sorry not worldly possesions not a replacement. not anything. nothing can cure it. so here i am writing here like a passionate writer just putting feelings into words. hah. who am i to judge myself. no one can judge me. not u not anyone not ever. heyy. what the hell am i blabbering about? i dont even know what im writing here. i feel so funny, like a spirit slowly seeping into the sky carried by the wind towards heaven.

haha. sorry my regular patrons of my blog. im feeling a wee bit wierd right now. i cant describe what im going through now. it is a bit morbid and explicit. lol. to hell with explicit. im just using words here. random words like bombastic flamboyant ubiquitous or melancholic. heyy, thats right. that word is a very good word to describe what i feel.

melancholic.

If only you knew, how much i love you. :) 9:13 PM

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Saturday, April 25, 2009

A feeling of enormous pain that is more then anything imaginable. It cannot be cured by medicine, or treated by anything but time. For those that know this feeling too well, it is not a physical pain that can be described, but something deep inside. Breathing gets hard, eating becomes tasteless, and love, well, what is love anymore. You forget. Yet you remember, remember how to love, and who you love - which makes it hurt so bad. Let it go people say, but how can you. Feelings are feelings, and you love who you love.

My heart feels like it was ripped out, trampled on with spike shoes, stab 100 times, shot with a AK47 10 000 times, run down my a train, sat down by an elephant, punched by muhd ali and mike tyson 50 times each, shred into a million pieces with a cheese shredder and blown by 10 nuclear bomb.

the most depressing thing you'll ever know. when you realize that you love someone and they don't love you back. you wonder how you live the way you do, hurt, lonely, and sometimes just confused. if you ever still see that person you might try to hide your sadness, but its hard. you just want to run away and cry. sometimes you may just act angry to try to keep from being depressive, but it doesn't always work, sometimes things just get more complicated. you might get mad. you might think you hate them sometimes. but you don't, your just trying to stop loving them. well love never dies.

haiss. i guess all these is what was made by my mind. so i type it down to express everything. i know some of my friends are like me. we are in the same boat. dont feel too sad.

If only you knew, how much i love you. :) 10:02 PM

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Wednesday, April 15, 2009

lol? judge urself. :)

If only you knew, how much i love you. :) 10:37 PM

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Monday, April 13, 2009

Hell-o!

Today is a mix day. i do not know how to describe it. it is a fun day but at the same time a heart wrenching day. haiss.

Today a friend of mine told a piece of bad news. it was such a huge blow to me and our class, 4/7. Vitrunnova stood in front of the class during form teacher period to voice out something. before giving his announcement, he gave a huge breathe of sadness. finally after the class settle down. he said.

'i'm really heart broken, something happened and im really sad. on the 4th of july i will be leaving singapore to study abroad in australia. my father once asked me whether i wanted to study in australia but i decline as i dont feel the need to. but now i feel that by leaving here it would be good for me. i have said yes to my father about his proposal. before leaving i will be having a party, so please do come on that day as it will be the last time im gonna see you guys. i may be leaving. confirming with my parents. they seemed serious.'

this was briefly what he said. our class listened in silence and awe. i myself was shocked. being closest on my part to vitrun i didnt even see this coming. after talking i,haiqal and luqman went up to him and hugged him. i was nearly brought to tears. it felt like right then on that spot was the final moments i will ever see of him. i and haiqal nearly cried but i hold back as im a man. so im 'saving face'. but im telling everyone now that i will surely break down when he goes. our whole class was lost for words and slowly they walk out thinking was that real? it really was. someone in our class already broke down in tears due to vitrun's announcement that his going to leave. her name is atiqah syahirah. it was a really tearful moment for her. i could feel her sadness just by looking at her. losing vitrun would mean i would lose a good, no, a great friend. i only know him for 4 years but that 4 years have been a very meaningful friendship i had with him. it would truly be heart wrenching to lose a friend like him. if only it didnt happend. it wont trigger this event. haiss. vitrun please think twice. we gonna miss you terribly..

If only you knew, how much i love you. :) 10:32 PM

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Hell-O!

Hye there, beofre you watch the videos below. make sure to crank up your volume as these videos has alot to do about music and audio.

If only you knew, how much i love you. :) 7:01 PM

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Sunday, April 12, 2009

Hell-O!

I know i have not been updating properly this past few days. its just that complications arise and my time here has been shriveled up to mere minutes. alot of things happened these few days, but nothing actually stands up among them. thats all.

life is like a road
some torn and weathered
while others are firm and new
each day we walk through these roads
feeling the bumps and pitfalls in it
or the pleasure of a leisure walk
walks on these roads may bring harm
it may too bring happiness
some maybe shortlived
and some also can be forever too
with these roads
anything can happen
so accept anything
that comes our way
be it good or bad
in any way
what that doesnt kill us
only makes us stronger
so it matters when we fall
and pick ourselves up again
moving on and learning
is what matters

-Muhammad Daniel B Anuar
dedicated to Muhammad Vitrunnova B Samsudin

Up up and away~

If only you knew, how much i love you. :) 1:02 AM

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Friday, April 10, 2009

to u guys. u know who u r. im not talking bout a person.

im talking about a group of people. are u fucking up with me?

d things dat u do, r dey on purpose or u plainly forget to do?

r u gay?

r u spiting me?

sarcasm here n there, wads its for? firestarter for another fight?

huh? wad is it u guys want? just sae it in my face come on.

dont shit wif me lahr. come on. do things siket2. loser sia.

up up and away~

If only you knew, how much i love you. :) 12:42 PM

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Monday, April 6, 2009

Baby~

Y has things become lyk diz?

i miss u babe. its been like ages since we last look at one another. hmm.

Scatman Remix.

ps:ily :(

up up and away~

If only you knew, how much i love you. :) 10:33 PM

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Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Hello!

This is the original theme song of caillou the cartoon.

This is a parody of the theme song caillou.

Tell me which one you like better. haha. k till here. :)

up up and away~

If only you knew, how much i love you. :) 12:38 PM

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