ILLUMINATI ITANIMULLI

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I am Muhammad Daniel Bin Anuar. You can also call me Achit.
I like to play soccer, guitar and practically everything that is fun! I came out from my mother's *ahem* at 12.33pm on 020193 :) My school is at Boon Lay Secondary. I am a Sec 4 student! :p

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Sunday, November 30, 2008

Death of a friend's uncle..

at 4.30am on 28 november 2008, vitrunnova's uncle left this world to another which we know nothing of.. i and my fellow friends aroy and atep was invited by vitrunnova's mother to go to his funeral.. the reaon why she invited i.. that i do not know. i agreed. at 7.30am i arrived at vitrunnova's flat. then we made our way to woodlands which actually took around 1.5 hours. on the way there. i did not feel anything nor did i or vitrunnova grieve for the lose of his uncle. for me,simple,i'm not blood related, for vitrunnova's reason, i do not know. but all that changed when we arrived and i saw the dead body of someone i have met for the first time. when the ceremony of blessing and kissing the corpse was going through, close relatives or sons or daughters or even wives we crying moanfully was when that it struct me, it does really hurt to lose someone you love.. tears start forming from my eyes. i felt for this people here which i didnt even knew. but i forcefully hold back my tears. i ask myself, why did i started to cry? not because i'm losing an uncle but that of thinking what if that corspe was my dad? my grandfather? or even my younger brothers? would i be strong and continue living? or would i break down and cry moanfully for the person i loved asking them to wake up fully knowing they will never will.. this thought made me think. treasure who you have now.. what if u just had an explosive argument with your mother and even came to the extent of cursing her? u would not feel the regrets or the sins you have commited. what if she then run out of the house crying that their sons/daughters actually did that to them and was later knocked down by a car and died? what would we feel? was we the cause of our mother's death? do you want to live with this kind of regret and sorrow for the rest of your life? or would you rather send your beloved mother off peacefully knowing that you did not do any wrong to her? you can move on with your life slowly without your mother without regrets.. which of this do you want? so when WE or OTHERS are still alive, cherished them love them show that you care for them till the day they have to go.. do not spite people or irritate them or even curse your parents or even to the extent of bashing your parents. would you live to regret or to be free is your choice..

for muslims, ALLAH S.W.T says that heaven is below our mother's feet because who was the person that bear you for 9 months? who took care of you in there? who fed you? who defended you when people mock you? your parents espicially you mother. if your parents last memories of you is you cursing her. would she forgive you? ALLAH S.W.T is the almighty forgiver and lover yet HE could not forgive you if your mother still do not forgives you. so please i ask of you people. those who are not treasuring your loved ones especially your parents please change for the better.

my mother had 3 miscarriaged before she had me. so i am the one that is always protected by her while i'm growing up. then i do not understand why does she not allow me to play the playgrounds or have fun without her. now that i have grown and matures do i understand. she simply did want to lose another child of hers. losing 3 was painful for a mother. a father does not go through the sufferings and blessing of a mother's for 9 months.

all i'm saying is. treasure everyone around you. treasure your parents, your grandparents, your relatives, your blood related, your friends that you love, your lover, your attachments, even your teachers. for when all of them are gone. i mean really gone meaning you do not see them anymore, hear their sweet voice, their cute laughter,their lame jokes and their amazing smile.. will it struct to you that why didnt you treasure him or her? i've had alot of losses growing up. the death of my aunt whom i treat like a 2nd mother, my grandmother who took care of me since young,my grandfather who always have a sweet for me to keep me happy, my uncle who always like to play games with me and make me happy. everyone of this people is people that i loved and cared for. people that grew up with me, took care of me, helped me when i'm in trouble. everyting.. and now, they are gone. but life have to go on, only memories of happy moments and sad moments with the people we loved is left. and one day we ARE gonna die, we are gonna leave behind people we loved. never seeing them ever again till kiamat.. people don't live forever. so cherished and treasure everyone whilst they are still alive, whether young or old. treasure them...

If only you knew, how much i love you. :) 10:35 AM

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Saturday, November 22, 2008

hihie!. hello dere!. sorie 4 nt updating 4 a long tym. u guys noe mie. im lazy to do diz kind of stuffs. hmm. firstlie. i wanna talk abt d pahang trip. overall it was reali fun. yeah FUN!!! kae details on d trip will b on ROY's blog. coz most of it is wad happended. im juz lazy to type. hehs. kae. i will tell abit of wad happended. kae. on 3rd dae at jeram besu i was supposedly ok to go 4 a night walk but in d end. i was SICK, y when dere is a chance to walk in the JUNGLE at NIGHT was i to fall sick?? fark sia. den d others told mie that dere were a lot of spooky stuffs dere. wad a waste!! i wanna see all this fucking ghosts. almk. realie wasted. den at jeram besu dere. i missed evryone back in SG. but most importantlie. i missed SOMEONE alot!. when we reached back to SG custom i quickly call dat person n was sad dat d person was out. sosad had to wait 4 dat person to call back. hmm. den when reaching schl in d bus. suddenlie dat person called. woots!! so happie!. taok 4 awhile oni. coz i gotta unload luggage all. den i was kinda sad looking at other ncc cadets with parents picking them up. my dad didnt come to pick me up. i bet he didnt noe when i came back to SG, BUT i was wrong! haha. suddenlie my dad called and asked whre i was coz he was worried. WOW! worried bout mie. haha. i said i was fine n dat ATOP's dad was sending mie home. when home had a swit reunion wof familie consisting of eating alot of food i brought home. den straight away called dat person n tok till god knows how long. haha. kae i donno wad tuh sae animore. lyk i said infos abt d activities can b found on ROY's blog. tata guys. n i miss school n evryone!! cant wait 4 our class BBQ. WOOTS!! bye guys. if u hav any plans on going out pls do invite mie coz im DAMN bored at home. TOODLES~

If only you knew, how much i love you. :) 10:17 AM

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Saturday, November 15, 2008

hello2~ sorie guys i hav t been updating animore. juz too lazy or too tired. hmm. im nw rushin coz in juz a few minutes im gonna b on my wae to pahang. haha. kae. i gtg. tc my frens here back in singapore. gonna miss u guys. hehs. bye!!! :)

If only you knew, how much i love you. :) 5:39 AM

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