ILLUMINATI ITANIMULLI

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I am Muhammad Daniel Bin Anuar. You can also call me Achit.
I like to play soccer, guitar and practically everything that is fun! I came out from my mother's *ahem* at 12.33pm on 020193 :) My school is at Boon Lay Secondary. I am a Sec 4 student! :p

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Tuesday, July 29, 2008

hie. . erm i realie no mood tuh blog. bt coz of ahlex 'persuasion' i hav tuh lar. my last post wen uhr? oh yar. last sat rite? hhmm. k cntinue story. gt thrwn out rite? k den on sundae my grandmother brought mie back tuh ma parents. den she so caring she bought for mie d bag lar dat im nw wearin. so happie. C didint i sae dat my grandmother was d best? hmm. den wen home wif parents. felt realie awkward. den at home i apologise tuh parents. both sae dat dey did nt mean tuh dou all dat. blahblahblah. den my father ANUAR tried tuh cheer mie up abit. he crack a joke lar. so i was happie again. my father is such a joker, dats whre i gt my funnie genes frm him lar. hmm. for u guys info rite. i am 1/4 scottish. my grandmother father's side is a scottish. if my grandfather were de scottish one my IC rite nw would nt b malay. haha. so lame. hmm. i realie dont knw wad tuh sae animore. hmm.............................................................................. oh yar. was happie, balhblahblahblah. nxt dae(mondae) i felt happie n energetic. was my usual self. cleared up problem wif d ahfamilie. blablablabla. den dere was anothr case. nw between mie n ahkid. wont elaborate. he nt happie coz i 'ptg jln'. bt in d ferst place i advise oreadie tuh forget bout her. tuh move on. he said yeah okeh. den mondae rite i ask if it were if i want tuh b wif her(u guys dont knw n i wont tell) he said yar okeh, he also said who am i tuh stop mie. den ask would he give mie his blessings for us. he said yes. den we shake hands n hug. was happie dat he acknwldge mie wif her. MONDAE 28/07/07 was d dae(d DAE i wont forget,special dae). n den was realie happie lar. gt her rite. love her alot man. den suddenlie nearin assemblie kid started actin strange. for no reason he kip laughin bt dere were tears in his eyes. oh fuck! felt realie guilty. cant face him. bt i was confuse coz he said he gave mie his blessins den lyk diz. den assemblie sat bside her. den she was scared coz of kid. i assure her nt tuh worrie. her fren ask mie wan smoke sheesah or nt. i sae donno. i stop smoke oreadie lar. gd boi. den told daddie n aroy tuh sound deirs den dey sound den daddie didnt get coz she sae he must have a hp ferst den cn. bt i tink she was juz realie flustered n didnt knw wad tuh sae. her face was so red like tomato. lol. den met roy outside skool. ask him hw. he donno sae wad. crazie. den aftr she board d bus i ask again. he also gt n aceptance. same dae. WOULD b same anniversary. so happie i tot dat anitin future cn celebrate our annvrsary tgthr. juz us 2 couples. haizz.. den went mcdonald. play psp,taiti,eat. i had no mood. wanted tuh tok wif kid. wan ask wads wrg all bt den he quicklie went back home. gt no chnce. den went home. felt tired n was in pain(diz aint gonna tell u, my prob,ahfamilie oso donno) den slyp. woke at 7pm due tuh baby bro shoutin in my ear n kissin mie. soswit my bro at least bttr den dat tym whre his butt was in my face. so disgustin. hehe. den check mcg. she mcg. i dont knw suddenlie we tokin bout book. i tink sub-consciouslie when sleepin replies tuh her. den evrytin was okeh for AWHILE. den on com. den sign in msn. den look at her personal mcg. so wierd. den check her blog den confuse y didnt post bout us. felt abot sad. nehmind. den ask her wads wrong
she said dat mayb we shldnt hav been tgthr at d ferst place. i was so shocked. den remain calmed lar. dats wad i am try nt tuh show too much wad i am feelin bt sometyms fail terribly. den she said she felt so guilty tuhwards kid. den i sae y shud she. if anione was at fault it shud hav been mie. den she sae donno uhr. den she said she mayb want brk. den i sae anitin uhr bt was realie hurtin inside. juz sae if dats ur decision i juz hav tuh acept it which i realie dont wan tuh. i wanted tuh b wif her. i hav even daydream bout us havin our 8 MONTH ANNIVERSARIE wif aroy n ayie(btw congrats uhr). lol nw i tink bout it was a realie wishful thought. den i sae u juz tink uhr tmrw giv mie decision. den at nite she said she thought alot n she wanted us juz tuh remains fren. den she wanted mie tuh respect her decision. i was realie so damn shocked. den juz tuh cover up my real feelins i replied hav tuh respect lar. den i said we dont brk ferst lar todae(mondae) i said brk tmrw(tuesdae). i was juz lyk givin excuses. den blahblah was tryin tuh b 'happie' mcg wif her in a so called happie mood. den she wan slyp den wish her gd nite n sae evrytin lar. i said dat love her all. waited for her tuh eply de same wae bt she didnt. donno wad tuh do. cant slyp. den i so called slept at 3am+. den woke up(nw mondae oreadie uhs). went tuh skool. asl her can mit or nt go in skool tgthr. den she oreadie went inside. control feelins. no mood sia at skool. den nvr even tok tuh kid. he is makin mie his enemy. k nw i n her is i donno so called break oreadie rite? den i was oreadie no mood n so sad. den durin lesson she was lyk happie lar. hmm. was abit happie c her nt moody or anitin. at least shes happie. haishh.. den aftr history went tuh class. was feelin reali emotional. gonna hav a breakdown anitime. den went into class. den ayie all ask wads wrg wif kid. ignore dem cnnt tahan oreadie. i was tellin myself tuh b strong. dont do diz stupid ting in class. at least somewhre dat ppl wont c mie. den ayan all n afie asl mie wads wrg. dey sae yesterdae was happie den y tuhdae lyk diz. ignore dem.... den u guys in my class knew wad happen rite?? haishh... realie cnnt take it animore. realie was so sad. den i was blinded by all d water. haha. cnt c whos in front behind side all lar. den evrbodi was sayin chill lar. dont lyk diz uhr. i oni saw atep's face. he was squattin down in front of him. so cute lar him. hes my bro aftrall. hehe. den evrybodi kip tappin my back i was tinkin wad d pong? is dat suppose tuh make mie feel bttr? haha. realie funnie moment. bt was realie touched dat quite a number of ppl DO care for mie. didnt c kid around mie. felt realie sad coz he didint even consoled me. i knw he;s hot wif mie. i undrstnd. den zabir n daddie didnt console mie bt i undrstnd. dey wanted tuh giv mie space. love dem lotz. hehe. den teacher come. new tchr. i miss hasnita. at least seh teach cn undrstnd. diz 2 stupid tchr is so lyk dumb. donno hw tuh teach. haha. den regained composure. maintain myself. tinghui n ahlex ask mie if i was okeh. soswit dat dey cared. at least dey knw dat i was cryin over her. nt over some othr lame reasons. lol. den PE. i was donno in a dazed. evrtyin around mie was a blur. gt shouted by sexy butts(mdm rohimah) a few tyms tuh pay attention. den played volleyball wif daddie n aroy. had fun, forgot bout evrytin 4 awhile. den PE ended. go buy water. was walkin den suddenlie atai was callin mie. managed tuh force a smile bt dont knw if it came out rite. haha. walk tuh class. johnny tan class,easy come easy ghost. didnt hav mood tuh studdie. den zabir told mie dat she was confuse nid tym tuh tink, i dont knw lar hw. bt most probablie is we brk lar. bt i look at d situation lyk we brk oredie. so dont knw lar. i am juz preparon for d worst wich i dread. if she is readin diz den i am goin tuh sae i will giv u tym tuh tink lar. when u tink u r readi tuh tell mie d answr u tell lar. hmm. durin mr tan lesson juz slept. thx ayan n jaymien, dey back mie up. said tuh mr tan dat i was sick which was a fake. i was juz plain lazy juz wanted tuh slyp tuh try forget evrytin. den recess. realie no mood. ahfamilie so caring offered tuh treat mie as i had no money(coz of splurgin). i politelie decline coz no mood tub eat. den was geography. dont knw hw tuh face her. so told ahfamilie dat im nt goin in class. no mood. anitin ms shikin(shes cute) ask juz kip quiet. den was juz sittin quietlie at d place were d dentist truck or sometin use tuh b dere. was at peace no one dstrbin mie. den bir n daddie persuade mie tuh go in class. didnt want tuh. den saw elaine comin towards. so was forced tuh. den walk wif dem twards class den i peng right n sat at d staircase. realie no mood. den aftr awhile had tuh go in. den sat behind. gt result. i failed ss bt passed geo wich i didnt expect dat i failed coz nvr studie. den ms shikin(shes cute) was praising mie sae at least i try tuh studie which was false. haha. den mt. i no mood juz sat outside. den tchr called tuh go in. den walk lyk stupid lyk dat so slow. mly tchr was lookin at mie lyk wth. no mmod. gt mt result. i failed by 3 marks. sat behind. slept. tep sat wif mie. told him big story. den he so kind my bro wad go tok wif kid. den dont knw wad. den tep xplain dat kid tot dat i was jokin wen i sak if he let mie b wif her. den dats d reason he mad at mie. coz he thought dat i stole her awae frm him which i didnt coz gt ask for his permision wad. den physics remedial den chem remedila oso. den kid apologise tuh mie. glad dat evrytin was okeh wif him bt still sad coz tym cant b turned back.hmm. den went ayie house do project den went home n now here i am bloggin. i realie dont knw wad tuh sae animore. all of diz i leave tuh fate tuh decide d outcome.

wanted diz tuh b us. haish.. lets c wad may happen. hav tuh face d music.
i love her bt if tings turn out d wae i dread.. den.. haha. hav tuh continue my own journey. .

If only you knew, how much i love you. :) 7:25 PM

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